Have you ever had one of those days
when your whole life changes because of
One tiny, little thing?

I am Lourdes. I am choosy about friends because I like to be surrounded by good people. I like reading books I tend to choose books that I can relate too + romanctic type of book. the type that you'll fall in love with the characters. Oh. Im 5teen. I live in Scotland. I like to think of myself as an individual I go to Brechin High School as a 4th Year Student which is pretty boringggg. its completely different from philippines-school achu-chu. I tend to keep my feelings inside. I find it difficult to express the creative part of myself.I don't like to share my thoughts in large groups. like whatthehell. what for? That's about it. hey, no one actually reads this part.

You wished you new me better

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School's 'kay. a bit boring. last period ng Maths wala ako kasama si Lauren kasi skiver. I dont know kung nag skive sya, kasi may sinasabi sya sakin na College thingy daw na need nya puntahan. pero sabi nya aalis daw sya 1uarter to 11 eh. Ibig sabihin ng skive sya? Skivvveeerrr. LOL
Loner na loner tuloy ako sa maths. Yung sa Craft and Design ko mali yung holes ko sa hanging basket ko. Dapat sa oder side ko lalagay eh, nakakatakot nman kasi yung mashine + yung mga lalaking tumutulong sakin hindi rin sanay. yung isang sanay tinawag nman ng etacher sa dapat tutulong eh. brr.

And Oh yeah. Ang cool netong nakita ko sa DeviantArt. True na true.

~Sielte
This year, I proclaimed it the worst Christmas ever.
I missed home and my friends so badly,
It wasn't the same without familiarity.

No crowded shopping malls everything was closed;
No Christmas TV shows
just boring movies;
No jolly carols to hear
because everything was silent.

My father bought me an i-Pod,
Only because I'd fought with my mom,
She berated me more when I got it,
I felt worse than before.

Although the music
made me smile,
I could not forget my loneliness,
when I stepped outside my bedroom.

It didn't feel like Christmas,
no, not at all
There was no special dinner,
food's too expensive here,
I ate cold lasagna at 11 at night,
then went to sleep
trying not to cry.

I felt so bad,
it wasn't meant to be this way,
but I prayed anyway,
and I went online,
my friends were all there,
waiting for me on MSN.

I counted down on Christmas eve
with them
I smiled and laughed for once
I came onto dA
and for some reason
it felt like the best present I'd gotten
all season
was just being able to
be a part of this place.

As I slowly wished everyone
whose numerous journals kept popping up
I felt myself start to brighten up
and then I realized
that this was where I'd found Christmas
this year.

As I did my birthday,
where the entire day had been so bleak
up until I came online and saw all the greetings on Facebook,
same goes for Christmas this year,
I found the happiness and cheer I expected
in the arms of the internet.

Cute noh. Yung mga taga ibang bansa lang makaka understand nyan. ROLF.